Hooked on a feeling

Well after so many horrible first dates, blind dates and failed relationships . I think I have found a man I really like and that likes me. I haven't felt this way in a really long time. Sometimes its a little scary and overwhelming but I am enjoying it. It's been so long since I've been interested in a "good nice guy " , it seemed for a while I was attracted to the drama and craziness of dating a "bad boy " but I wanted and deserved more than being someones second choice or backup. I forgot what it was like to have someone more interested in me , then just when he was " in the mood" or "bored" I know that sounds horrible , if any of my friends treated me like the way some of these guys treated me I would have tossed them to the curb long ago...BUT because as women we are so afraid to be alone we cling on to any attention even if its unhealthy.

~ How nice it is to get little wake up messages, have nick names , hour long phone calls. And going out with each other just to look into each others eyes and be happy.

~ Also business is expanding and to have someone to celebrate with and be happy for me , instead of be jealous is truly remarkable .

A New Autumn

~Howdy ya'll !! Well let's see what has gone on...I am learning to be ever more optimistic and happy about all in my life. I truly understand now when people say " Think positive , and positive things will occur."It is so True
~ I mean think about it ..when did something good happen the last time you felt sorry or depressed for yourself? In a relationship no one wants to date someone constantly bitching and moping about themselves, in business you can not expect for your company to grow when you expect to not make your sales goals or quotas...it happens when you work at it and be positive :-)
~ Now I'm not saying every minute of every day I'm happy and chipper...But over all you need to stay positive..even when you think you have reached bottom because somewhere , someone else has it 10 times worse then you do.